Khloe Kardashian is opening up about a painful memory from her marriage to Lamar Odom that ultimately made her stop keeping diaries altogether.
On the November 19 episode of her Khloe in Wonderland podcast, Khloe shared that she once kept journals filled with years of her thoughts and experiences.
But she revealed she hasn’t written “in years,” and there’s a heartbreaking reason for that.
“I loved keeping journals,” she said, explaining that she had several books that documented her life.
But during a difficult time in Lamar’s life, she said he became paranoid and fixated on those diaries.
According to Khloe, he found them and “was just convinced I was taking notes and sending them to the government or something crazy.”
What happened next stayed with her.
Khloe remembered Lamar throwing all the diaries into the fire right in front of her. “I remember crying and tears streaming down my face,” she said. “It was years of my life in these diaries! They meant so much to me.”
She described falling to her knees in their bedroom, screaming as she watched them burn. That moment, she said, completely changed her relationship with writing.
“That was the last time I journaled because I just felt like, ‘Wow, that was taken away in an instant.’ What was the point?”
Khloe’s story comes shortly after Lamar posted cryptic throwback photos of the couple, captioning reflective messages like “grace carried me when strength couldn’t” and “pain doesn’t scare me anymore.”
The former couple, married for seven years, briefly reunited earlier this year The Kardashianswhich marks their first on-screen moment together since their 2016 divorce.
